An example of overcoming a subconscious self

As an example of how to work on an issue, consider that you have been harmed or wronged by someone and you find it difficult to forgive the person and move on. Thinking about the situation causes you pain because you feel anger energy, so dealing with the emotional energy is the first step.

As a minimum, follow the program of giving the decree (9 times a day) or invocation to Archangel Michael, Saint Germain and Astrea described here. Before each decree or invocation, call for help with the issue, such as:

• Archangel Michael, protect and seal me from the collective entities of anger and revenge so they will not be able to project any lower energies into my energy field.
• Saint Germain, send oceans of violet flame into my energy field to consume all accumulated energy of anger, of feeling powerless and any desire for revenge.
• Astrea, cut me free from the collective entities and the manipulators who are seeking to keep me trapped in this spiral of anger. Cut me free to move on and work on my Life plan.

When you feel that the energies have become less intense, give Mother Mary’s Miracle Forgiveness Rosary every day for at least 33 days and longer if you feel the need to. Carefully consider the statements in the rosary and see if they might help you see your specific subconscious selves.

You will probably find that there is a raw energy of anger and non-forgiveness in your emotional mind. As the energy is transformed, you might discover a self behind it that believes anger is justified and necessary given what the other person did to you. There might be some reasoning or belief that anger is the only possible response.

In the mental realm there might be a self that seeks to draw you into endlessly analyzing the situation, thinking about what you could have done differently, what the other person should or should not have done. This self believes that there must be some solution that could resolve the situation.

You can break this endless spiral by considering the various teachings of HAP about making progress on the path. The fact is that what happened in the past is no longer affecting you. What is affecting you now is the selves you created. Thus, there is nothing to analyze, no solution to be found. The ONLY solution is that you move on by letting the self die that wants to find a solution.

There is probably also a mental self that feels that since you have been wronged, the other person should either be punished or be made to see what they did wrong. Yet you might also find a self that says that as a spiritual person, you should not hold a grudge. Another self might project that as a spiritual person, you should not feel anger.

You need to examine such beliefs in light of the teachings about the path to higher awareness and ask yourself whether it is more important to you to make the other person see their wrongs or whether it is more important for you to make progress.

There is a powerful collective entity that says that you cannot forgive another until they meet certain conditions, such as showing remorse. If you do, you are “letting the other person off the hook.” In reality, this entity has a hook in your energy field and is using it to steal your energy.

By keeping an energetic tie to the person who harmed you, you are also binding yourself to the person and to the collective entity. If a person has harmed you, why would you want to be tied to that person? Wouldn’t you rather move on and be completely free of the person and the situation?

How do you become free? By forgiving unconditionally, in other words without the other person having to change anything. The other person harmed you because he or she is in a certain state of consciousness. It doesn’t hurt you if the person stays in that consciousness, but it does hurt you if you are tied to the person. Thus, forgiving is the only way to free yourself.

At the identity level there might be a self that feels powerless towards aggressive people who are willing to harm others. This self might have been created because in past lives you were attacked by the manipulators. In another section, you can find more teachings about this.

Take note that understanding this intellectually is not the same as shifting your awareness. By working with the tools mentioned and studying the HAP teachings or other teachings about forgiveness, you can gradually separate the conscious self from this conglomerate of selves that will not forgive. You can come to see that the person who is hurt the most by not forgiving is yourself.

This can gradually help separate the conscious self from these selves, until you see them from the outside, see how they limit your progress on the path and thus spontaneously let them die, one by one. This can be an enormous relief for you and it is a major step forward on the path of higher awareness.

Naturally, the teachings on the entire HAP website are designed to help you see and separate yourself from subconscious selves. So as you study the teachings and practice the tools, you may get intuitive insights as to what you need to work on next. Studying HAP is not for the purpose of getting an intellectual understanding, but having an experience that shifts your consciousness upwards.